I want to talk about suicide, and what it really means. They say if you take your own life, your damned to hell. I just don't believe that to be true.
Some peoples hurt is just so strong, they cant mentally or physically take it. Something in your brain just snaps, and its like a sickness from my understanding. Not a sickness like the flu, but like a sickness of the heart.
A human heart can only hold so much hurt before it collapses. which triggers your brain, to do something you normally wouldn't do.
Some may say its selfish, but others.. they say he just wasn't thinking. But was he? Can you honestly put yourself in that person shoes, and feel the same emotions that person was feeling? do you know what was going on behind closed doors? you cant always listen to others stories, because most of the time, they are lies. Lies to hide from the truth, and lies to protect themselves.
It leaves you with unanswered questions that's true. But some people already have the answers. its a matter of whether they will tell you or not.
Suicide, is not a sin, but a cry for help. a cry for change, for it is the people who push them over the edge.
Its not to hurt you, but to help them. to sustain from the hurt in their heart. to reach up to heavens of paradise, and cry in the arms of god. our savior. For that, he will not punish you. For you were only weak at the moment, but strong for many more moments.
In memory of my father Jeffrey M. Burkett
Posted at 01:32 am by Kellee927
There comes a time in your life, when you feel forgiveness, just wouldn't be appropriate, considering the circumstances. Like when a person hurts you so bad, even when your expecting it.
Like how a human could be so cruel to another human, without feeling a it of empathy, even during tragic times.
God made humans with hearts. you heart is what they say makes you a good person. that's where you should feel empathy, love, hurt, sympathy. yet it feels as though some people just don't carry that gene.
How you only wish forgive that person, because it makes you the bigger person, and honestly, you don't really know what kind of demons they may face. yet they are a demon in themselves. God says you should forgive, but yet its one of the hardest things you can do.
I often find myself wondering the "what ifs" but it doesn't matter, because you cant go back and change your past. Whats done is done. The lesson you must learn here, is if its something worth forgiving, or if the wound is too deep, there can be no healing.
What I greatly wish for myself is to forgive others. Its the right thing to do. Theres just one person I cant, and will never forgive. the cut is too deep, and just infects over time.
Posted at 01:19 am by Kellee927